Now is Just that

Today has to be one of the most relaxing days I've had in a long time- It makes me wonder what it would be like to do what i'm doing right at this very moment for a living the peace of mind and tranquility.  I read a quote today about the choices we make in life "life is like a coin- you can spend it any way you wish but you can only spend it once." I share this with you because i hope that it touches you the way it did me.

Blessings

No

Happy Birthday!

Today is a very special day for me because one of  my friends was born,  I think to myself how many thought I’ve shared with this person, how many times we’ve shared emotions. And how well they know me even though we are so far apart they are never too far away from my thoughts.  Friends are a unique thing I think go gives you a bunch of test run friends…and then he gives you gems. People you find yourself calling upon, thinking about and praying for.  I have such a friend who was there to help me through one of the most difficult times in my life. But that same friend was there to help me laugh.  I just  want to take this personal moment to  say happy birthday! My life has forever been changed for the better because you are apart of it I only hope I add value to your life as well 

Love Garden

Have you ever watched flowers bloom?

All the waiting the time the days  in the garden

Feeding them nurturing them only to get nothing

All of the time you spend preparing 

and watching the rain soak the earth

penetrate the ground

and kiss the seed of your labor

Making sure the sunlight this them

Without any real result?

It’s a tedious effort at best

And one day, long after you’ve given up

Or even care anymore

When all of your effort seems in vain

You notice almost out of no where

Your flowers have bloomed

Love is the same way

It blossoms when and where

you least expect it to

at least it did in my garden.

Kim Kardashian's Divorce

Surprisingly Kim Kardiashian got a divorce from Kris Humphries – now I’ll admit I’ve done my very best to avoid reality shows as a rule of thumb and this one is no different so I’ll lead off by saying my concern is truly superficial in nature, having said that  my question is: Did anyone not see this coming? More importantly did anyone not recognize that if this girl hadn't been engaged to begin with her 15 minutes of fame would slowly start to tick.  Reality shows need drama and what’s more dramatic than a marriage and then impending divorce. So next season we can see all of the dramatic struggles she’s going through from losing her one true love Lurch (via the monsters).Overall,  I have to give her a B for effort. while this was entertaining what really would've been over the top is if she would’ve Married Tim Tebow. That way not only could his bad play be explained away (thus preventing the inevitable firing as an NFL quarterback) But she couldn't had the same desired outcome with someone people remotely are interested in.   I digress 

Perseverance

This love letter

Is for you

Everything that we were,

 all that we could've been

and what we are today

The question in my heart…

where is the love

I knew…

This love letter

Is for all of the heartache

The tears

The triumph

The failures of love

I dedicate this moment in time

To that moment in time

When you realize… you have to start all over

Again

I dedicate these words this energy to that moment

It's in that moment of helplessness

Of hopelessness

You find the hidden strength

To build

To overcome

To press forward

Uncertainly…

But forward still

I dedicate this letter you

To love’s perseverance